The Rabbit’s Hole

I’m feeling a bit down today.
My mood just seem…bleh.
I tried to be uplifting by working on one  of my stories. 
That didn’t help.
I tried by studying my Korean assignments. Yea, a no-go there.

What am I so down about?
My mind went down into the rabbit’s hole.
I thought about the hub’s infidelity.
Although I have forgiven him, I don’t feel like I’ve really forgave him.
If so, why am I thinking about it?
Why does it occasionally pop up?

I don’t know why.
Am I supposed to forget that it never happened because things have changed now?
I don’t bring it up to him, but….it still haunts me.
It bothers me that I don’t know what this mean?
Is it a sign?
Is it just an added stress that I’m indirectly tortouring myself with?

It could be….

Author: Erica 에리카

Hi! I'm Erica. Welcome to my world.

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