It’s been awhile since I’ve last posted.
I’ve been doing okay.
Better than I have been.
Trying to attend church more.
Focus on ME more.
I try to not let things affect me like before.
Trying to put positivity into my universe.
I struggle with that sometimes….no lie.
I still have my moments of darkness.
But, its not as empowering as it used to be.
Sometimes I succumb to it…no lie.
Other times, I just shake my head and go about my day.
My anchors, my kids, keeps me level.
Where I’m at and what I’m doing….
At times, I feel stuck.
At times, I feel that certain people are not to be around me.
I feel like their presence drain me.
Yet whilst focusing on them or what they aren’t doing,
Inhibits me from doing what I should be doing.
To better myself.