Usually, I’m afraid when I show any hint or signs of happiness.
Every time that I am happy, things go immediately go wrong afterward.
It’s different this time.
I’m not worried or feeling anxious.
I’m letting positivity manifest because I’ve come to realize that things don’t have power unless you give it power. If you think negatively, it’ll manifest negatively through your subconsciousness, consciousness, and tongue. That was the wake-up call for me. I’m not saying that my life is perfect. I’m saying that I’m not letting fear or anxiousness keep me in bondage. Of course, things happen outside of our control, but I can control how I feel about it. In the past, I said this a lot, but I actually understand it now. I really live in it now.
For the journey of my wake-up call, I’m taking baby steps because I don’t want to rush myself due to this simple feeling of adrenaline. I’m taking the time to learn about my adult self and the things that I did know, I’m elevating.
I understand that I’m not going to always be in agreement with someone or something that will make me feel a certain type of way, but this wake-up call will help me deal with these things in a better way. Meditating and claiming my affirmations has been a good way for me to do that.
What has been your wake-up call and what method have you used to go through it?