Today, I was attacked…

Today, the anxiety hit me hard. I was second-guessing everything. Did I make the right decision? For a moment, I wanted to go back to what I knew. What I was comfortable with, even though, it was time for me to let go. I’m not sure what brought the anxiety attack on today. Maybe the […]

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Good morning, people!

Good morning, people! It’s Friday! I’m not feeling well, but I’ll make the best of today. Today is my last day as a Tae Kwon Do instructor. I will miss teaching and I will miss my students. However, it’s time for me to close the chapter on that part of my life and start a […]

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It finally got me.

Lately, I’ve been smiling in the face of every adversity. Not letting its claws tear through my skin. Reminding myself that “It’s above me now and the higher power will take care of it.” Until now. It finally got me. I’m stressed. I’m already second-guessing myself and thinking that nothing will go right. I was […]

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The Wake-Up Call

Usually, I’m afraid when I show any hint or signs of happiness. Why? Every time that I am happy, things go immediately go wrong afterward. It’s different this time. I’m not worried or feeling anxious. I’m letting positivity manifest because I’ve come to realize that things don’t have power unless you give it power. If […]

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Walk Thru The Open Door

There were times when I was afraid to take new challenges. I’m not a risk-taker. There have been times where my loyalty for others went before myself. No more. It’s time for me to push forward and do what’s best for me now. The door of opportunity is opened for me now. Inside of standing […]

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I know that it’s been awhile.

I haven’t been writing to myself and the world,¬†although nobody really reads this, because I’ve been doing some reflecting on myself and some searching. I feel like I’m another journey that I didn’t pick for myself. Except for this time, the journey involves people that I thought were close, people that I wasn’t close with […]

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Not enough….

I’ve been doing a lot of thinking and I know that I’m hard on myself. I’m really trying to do better with my life, but I’m struggling. Seems like I’m not doing anything right. Or I’m not doing enough. I can’t win for losing. I let a lot of things slide by, put up with […]

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I feel like a…failure.

I’m sitting here drinking my lukewarm coffee as I self-reflect. I started 2019 which such a positive high. Being realistic and honest with myself, setting goals, and finding ways to tame my inner turmoil and deep thoughts. I’ll admit, in the process of doing those things, a few things has slipped through the crack; but […]

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Emotionally Secured.

I accept myself for who I am, although I’m still trying to figure some parts of me out. Do you comprehend? Personality-wise, I accept myself for who I am. I can’t change myself and I will not do so for others. You see, I accept the fact that I am bluntly honest. I’m secure in […]

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